DEAR ISSAC,
okkay.. BOBBY my enlighter hahahas..yesterday night he asked me to view his blog. yeah. its very meaningful.. people go read it !!
www.esoteric-ramblings.blogspot.com ..thankyou bobBby..
i was touched by bobby's words and wanted to be in the BIGPEOPLE catergory. but somehow.. i cldn...
today i went to HPB and NDC..and how shd i say. bad. worse...
i went there. filled with so much hope..
and when i 1st went to HPB.
Doc Terry Teo was nice, i like him.. he was kind with words..
" i want you to understand that your daughter is doing this because her case is serious.. not because like other people, beautifying themselves. thus we will give her a reference letter "and i asked him " doc . can i do the op and putting of braces this yr ? "
" yeah you can of course. but for the op. its only a maybe"
of course. my heart leaped. damn happy. i knew i had a chance. so i skipped happily to the specialists at NDC.
dr eileen.
"hi kimli (: please take a sit"
after everything. she said" yr daughter has to wait until 16-17 put braces..18-19 to do the op"
FUCK .
of course.. i was speechless.. so long.. i know i looked like a spoilt child. when my nose and eyes turn red letting the doc looking at me like tt..but i cldn help it..
on the way out. i knew many were staring at me.. seconds passed when i waited for my turn to pay. but i knew i cldn stand it anymore..
so i went to toilet.
i poured out everything.. hahahs.
jeerings. laughings. teasings. all these yrs. i got all those..
and yet i still have to carry it with me for another 4 to 5 yrs..
is it fair? no. it isnt fair to me.
sometimes i asked why. why is it me. amongs 10. why is it me..
geee.. haish.... :(
wanted to post photos but. ferget it.
went to AHS to watch match with vanessa and huiting (:
those girls just carn stop touching me.
i know im irresistable, but please girls. we're in public ! and im still virgin ! hahahahas..
had a fun time..
*issac issac where are yoU?
KIMLI<3
vintage_kim
